Syabilla Rivenia I am no one but i still someone

i want to be someone

who can do something

to someone, anyone, anything

but still i confused

about the thing i can do

actually, what-can-i-do?

i am nor smart

neither clever

i am not that kind-hearted

i am not that easy to forgive something

i lack of personal confidence

(again) i confused

about the thing i can do

actually, what-can-i-do?

I need your help God,

i am not that strong

i need someone to share

i need You to heal my pain

i need You to help me in any condition

i need You to gain my strength when i am down

because i can't do something i want to do

because i am not a good muslimah

because i want to love you more and more

And so one day i can become a good muslimah

i can do something usefull, anything

who can fully do Your order

and leave Your prohibition

keep my eyes from seeing something i shouldn't see

keep my ears from hearing something i shouldn't hear

keep my mouth from saying something i shouldn't say

keep my hands from touching something i shouldn't touch

and keep my feet from going somewhere i shouldn't go

Please accompany me

Ya Rahman

I need Your help, Your Forgiveness, Your Kindness..

I need You in all of my activities

I want to love You more and more and more and more

but i am truly sorry that i am not really sure

about the way loving You deeper and deeper

I'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try

slowly but sure

I want to love You more and more and more and more

Ya Allah Ya Rahim

I wish i could..

Amin.